Friday, 28 December 2012

9th nov 2012


Family first, traffic cops second, Singapore goes to the pits.
This dream starts out with a piano; me moving my piano to some void deck beside a kindergarten. I am supposed to be picking up another piano from somewhere else. As I leave the piano at the void deck, I am thinking how cool it would be to be able to play a piano anytime I want under the block. As I leave, I hear piano music coming from the kindergarten. 2 pianos? Wow.

I am supposed to view some piano in somebody’s house. I have no idea who they are. They live on the 5th floor and the lift is quite far. I take the stairs, forget something, go down and come back up again. It’s a typical malay house. The décor and everything. I think I talk to the family there.
I see my late grandfather there. He is on a wheel chair. I go over and say Hi to him. He says that he was angry with someone but that he thinks he should let go of the anger. I thought that he sounded pretty coherent. (My Grandad suffered from dementia when he was alive)
The family mentioned that they have some booze to give away cuz they don’t drink. They let me hang around and as they leave, they ask me to lock up. There is a friend with me in the apartment. She mentions that she wants to bathe which I thought was strange since we weren’t living in the house. I wait for her. She comes out of the bathroom with a small white towel. It slips away and she decides to walk around the house naked. I think because she’s a friend I don’t mind. We are having a normal conversation, totally aware that she’s buck naked but being fine with it. We decide to have some of that booze. We decided on some peach vodka, left it on the table and decided to look for glasses. (I thought drinking out of the bottle was fine) We took so long to find the glasses that we forgot where we put the bottle in the first place. We start panicking and soon enough the family comes back home. Someone accuses grandad of being drunk and I quietly leave the house. (there was a bottle of booze hidden under a pile of clothes on a chair just behind him)
I am walking down some neighbourhood. I see a small group of may 4-5 student protestors. Free amsterdam or something. I thought that they looked rather silly. I sit with Shawn and another friend, stone table outdoors. Suddenly, there is a bunch of cops walking by. They have Oaky by the arm. Looks like they are going to arrest her. Was she a part of the protest,? I thought to myself. I think she’s gonna be fine. The second time they came around again, I followed them. They walked her over to some street. I walked up to her and gave her a hug. She was being arrested for a fucking traffic offence. And 5 cops needed to escort her. The cops leave us there while they find back up. We disappear into a building behind us. Like effing batman. Smooth. We take the lift up to the 3rd story and it says, “Meredith Hotel”. We turn up smack in the middle of some ballroom. It’s a wedding and there is a whole bunch of affluent malays and arabs. It’s a chicken and shisha party. It’s everywhere. The camera man is asking this arab dude to pose with his chicken and he goes, “chicken?”
We step out into the lobby and disappear.

20th september 2012


I am a cop. Or an army guy. There is a major scandal in the local church.
 A criminal case. Me and my partner are there to make sure no one leaves
while the people inside are being questioned. Its all quiet when suddenly
nuns and the people are going crazy. We are trying to fight them off
 without hurting them but they are hell bent on killing us. We defend
ourselves as best as we can.  I hear gunfire. Someone outside is shooting
 and one by one, people are dropping dead.

I run to the nearest shelter which happens to be an apartment that looks
like my old long corridor flat in dover. In that apartment I am introduced
 to some other cops. I spot a glimpse of the shooter in the opposite
window. He looks so 60’s/70’s killer cliche, moustache and all. The guy I
 was talking to drops dead. Bullet in the head. Our shooter can now shoot
 through walls. Everybody is dead except for me and Colin farrel. I am so
 paranoid by now that I don’t think I can trust this guy. I am thinking
whether it would be easier to go and kill the shooter myself, or to let the
 outside cops get to this guy. I stay in that apartment and it feels like I am
waiting for death.

Two guys come into the apartment. Its Harrison ford and Robert deniro.
 My killers. As ford draws the gun to shoot me, I grab deniro by the neck
and use him as a shield. He struggles and I attempt to choke him. Ford is
kicking me over and over again and I just keep blocking with my free
hand. I am thinking this is it….can I throw them out the window when I
wake up. I roll over, check on my wife, pull up the blanket for her and tell
myself that I will react peacefully even if I am in a violent dream.


More Notes to self.

I must find a day when I can view the paintings on my own.


Yesterday I went to see J.M.S's paintings. (Jendala, esplanade) I know pretty much nothing about art and the program booklet thingy doesn't help me much. There are a few of his works in it but they're not my favourite ones. (There's one in there which may be a 3M sponge with instructions on how to use it. I don't know. Maybe.) My favourite ones are, damn I can't describe it. That's why I need to go back again. It's the second group of big paintings from the right. The top right one and the bottom left one. There's also this interesting one where it looks like a big wave is gonna come crashing down on this farmer looking dude.


I find it funny that when I play music sometimes, I see light and I can feel it. When I look at paintings, my eyes act like hands, touching and there's some music going on in the paintings. I might be wired wrongly.

(Old one from I dont know when)

I'm thinking.

I'm thinking of the importance of technical class while fixing up the ikea wardrobe.
Funny her making holes in the cupboard.
The Assasination of DeL Esfandi by the Bastard Dino Lee.

(Another old One)



We think too much.

Suspend your thoughts for a moment. This is about nothing.

9th nov-12th nov 2008

Sunday.
Dorothy Kathleen Kung passed away on the 9th of November 2008. I got a call from my mom in vancouver at 7am. I was at Aunt ceci's place by 8 plus. Grandma shrunk alot. She wasn't eating well in her last few days and she looked different. But, she looked peaceful. The embalmers took her body away to the mortuary at 9am. Most of the family in Sg were around. Cousin Gary was having an upset stomach probably due to the lack of sleep. While on the way to making a police report he did a shart and stayed in a coffeeshop toilet till we came over and rescued him with new shorts and underwear. That was pretty funny. The Funerals arrangements, tents, embalming, obituaries etc were all taken care of with the help of Uncle Malcolm and Ivy. The wake was at the void deck at Aunt Ceci's place and we all hung around till they brought Grandma's body back at 3pm. Uncle Malcolm gave us a thorough briefing on..............(Old Unfinished post)

Music is going back to the source

In the early 90's, sans youtube, the only way to appreciate music was buy a tape, or a cd or go to a concert. It was a pretty nice experience. I'd buy a cd, read the sleeve, band bio, whatever while listening to the music. I had the occasional KERRANG mag, or rolling stone mag for additional info on the band. This may seem like I'm being nostalgic or sentimental, but the fact is, I don't miss this at all.

MP3's are killing album sales. Therefore, it is up to the artist or musician to make something worth listening to. Gone are the days when you'd have to buy an album just because there was this one song that you like or you'd wait for it to come out on the radio and tried to tape it OR best case scenario, hope that a friend buys it and just rip the track of them.

The idea of a "concept" album is lost on this generation. Its not a bad thing really. Most of the music out nowadays are based on singles....therefore, downloading a specific track. You get stars nowadays like Lady Gaga, Bieber, and Taylor Swift. Slam them if you like but these are albums that the general market wants to buy. They created an album worth buying. Something that you can listen to from the first track to the last.

The last time I heard something like that was probably schubert's trout quintet in A. Not very new music is it? Or ok, a bit more recent but still old is Guns and roses Appetite for destruction....hmm...Ok, a BIT MORE recent still is Death cab for cutie's plans.

Nowadays, its just me and my ipod. Music, and the source. No distracting album cover. All imagination. Once in a while youtube. I get to choose what I want to listen to and when.
Brilliant.





Delfi esfandi digs Bill evans, Chopin and whatever Oaks is listening to cuz she has all the cool music.

Xann loves Tori Amos.

Mong Loves My chemical romance and progressive metaL.

Sippy LOVES Ave Maria(schubert) and soothing classical music.