My thoughts.

Article.22/6/08. page 30.
I can relate to this. Sometimes I think I may be still pretending. Wanting to do this and that instead of directing all my energy into finishing the only work that matters to me. Learning the piano and playing well. I must get back to point zero. All I ever wanted was to play music. and the piano. and learn more stuff. and write my own songs. I feel refreshed again after reading this article. Refreshed like a few days ago when oaks was at her friend's birthday party and I wandered town on my own. Solitude. is good for you. Moments of it. Radiohead is good for you. Watching the last 20 mins of the hydrolunatics at bedok reservoir is good for you. Moscato and the company of friends are good for you.