Although I always think that my time in reservist is a waste of time, I remind myself that my life is now and I might as well enjoy it while I'm there. I was initially a bit worried that 2 weeks away from practice won't be good. Turns out that I had a good workout in there, bonded with a few people and cleared my mind a bit. So yeah, its either a holiday or army camp for me.
I've always wondered what people think about during reservist... when they have no choice but to be present. It was funny seeing this guy across my bunk in constant denial. Sleeping it off. But life is now whether you're enjoying it or not and time keeps on moving. The antics of some of the guys were hilarious and although it was quite tough, I had fun. Don't get me wrong, I do not love the army and all that. The army equals war and that is something that I'm quite against. So I take it like I'm going for some adventure camp and that makes it alright. Oh yeah, and the food is great!
The next challenge for me will be to clear the jazz exams. The date is set! 10th of april at 4.20pm.
I'm finding it increasingly difficult to see beyond the sphere of the present moment so I'll guess I'll just go with whatever I have now. Certain things worry me now like what the hell I'm gonna do after the exams but planning is a bitch right now when I can't see beyond. Que sera sera la... We'll take it as it comes and then see what happens.
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